It's all in my head

Waste your money and you're only out of money, but waste your time and you've lost a part of your life. ~Michael Leboeuf


I had a good weekend. I haven't been dieting. I am happier this way. This is not to say I have taken a blatant disregard for my health. I've been riding my bike to work an average of 3 times a week, and that is a round trip of 10 miles. That's nothing to sneeze at. I have been trying to enjoy this weather as much as possible and walk around with my flabby arms bare for all the world to see. I think walking with confidence is one of the healthiest things you can do for yourself.

The difference this weekend was I made an effort to be social for a change. I went out with coworkers on Friday, went to two parties and a country bar on Saturday, and went to a comedy show on Sunday with a new friend. These opportunities are almost always there but it's my own social awkwardness that keeps me from attending or being receptive to potential new people in my life.

I need to "Yes...and" my life more often. That shit really works!

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Henning is in at 10 lbs lost. Horray me!

Computer Schmooter

I have decided that I spend way too much time on my computer and not enough time cultivating relationships with human people. So I'm going to blog about it. Thus spending more time on the computer and less time with the human people. Peoples. I'm just not good with peoples. I was a loner as a child. Mostly because any time I tried to make friends they teased me for being fat. I was also a fashion nightmare. What can I say, it was the 80s? My only friend was the girl that picked her nose, and I couldn't for the life of me get RID of her!

Things got better as I got older and learned to turn my brain away from science and technical skills towards more important things like reading girly magazines and shaking my booty.


This is what girls are taught to be...pretty much everything I hate:




I don't trust people. I need to start doing that. But in this crazy entertainment world I'm mixed up in, I'm learning to trust people less. The very people who embrace me are most likely only keeping me close so they can have a perfect position to stab me in the back. ...present company excluded of course. It's a sick feeling, I know, but that's my little life right now.

So there is... as Laura would say... that.