I have decided that I spend way too much time on my computer and not enough time cultivating relationships with human people. So I'm going to blog about it. Thus spending more time on the computer and less time with the human people. Peoples. I'm just not good with peoples. I was a loner as a child. Mostly because any time I tried to make friends they teased me for being fat. I was also a fashion nightmare. What can I say, it was the 80s? My only friend was the girl that picked her nose, and I couldn't for the life of me get RID of her!
Things got better as I got older and learned to turn my brain away from science and technical skills towards more important things like reading girly magazines and shaking my booty.
This is what girls are taught to be...pretty much everything I hate:
I don't trust people. I need to start doing that. But in this crazy entertainment world I'm mixed up in, I'm learning to trust people less. The very people who embrace me are most likely only keeping me close so they can have a perfect position to stab me in the back. ...present company excluded of course. It's a sick feeling, I know, but that's my little life right now.
So there is... as Laura would say... that.
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